im backed.hmmm.dont know how to start my post.zzz.erm slept at 1 plus yesterday nor.just when i nan de fall asleep mr stupid guy called.wah lao. called 2 times at 145 not letting me sleep.didnt pick up anyway.tired la.missed my 52 today.took 105 to interchange and called aili, thinking she might be there to take a bus.however, miss aili was sick due to asthma.i think she must be hating me cause i told her last week after my asthma its her turn.ohoh it came true.eg 2 quiz was still okok not really know how to do. actually i know how, but i dont seems to be able to apply it for exams.had eeps,still okok.finished at 3plus today.=)shelle was kind of upset today,by her friend.haix. had no idea why your best friend cum sisters of so many years will still backstab you.this world is kind of fake ba, friends around you even very close one always backstab you.is it fun to backstab people?dont you have your own business to do?well , i dont know.friends of so many years should have known you best ba?is it our fault or is it the backstabbers fault? since you loved acting might as well be an actress?sometimes even i do wonder am i a good friend for others?will i be able to be there for people when they needed me or will they come find me if they got pro?dont they trust me or is it my character got pro?or do i backstab people unknownlingly? i dont know. hai yo yo. dont want to affected by all these already.all we want to is to study and not affected by everything.got wet when i got home.though no rain so i walked back.but im wrong.somemore dont want to trouble mummy for umbrella anymore.saw ah gong.even he cleverer than me.know how to bring umbrella.though i wonder why does he walk to my house downstair by the roadpath instead of the blk.saw ah ma at the lift there after that.got to go.sianz.tomorrow commt got 2 min speech.haix.dont like talking.sianz