About Me
Saturday, January 23, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIE JIE~
my er xin de da bian, ms joey ong.
29 yrs old!
time to get a bf and get married off!
so that i can have my own room.LOL
she is a good sis.
though she can be real nasty at times.
depends on our mood u see.
i love the time we quarrel,
we fight,
the time i put all the blame on her,
and she gets scolded.LOL
i love the time she helped me.
financially wise in some way too.
i am starting to enjoy my off day.
i went to the chi physician in the morning.
and went JP with precious n mummy at night.
pocket burned,
just treating them and our shopping sprees.
i carried kaelyn.
for at least 5 mins.
thats improvement.
i played peek a boo with her,
which makes me feel like a monkey.LOL
she is the replica of xiao gu can.
i love her big eyes!
a big mouse passed by our leg while waiting for cab to go home.
wtf, the mouse was soooo big can!!
i slept at 4 plus.
just to watch next stop of happiness.=)
ok,
i got nth to update.
i dont know what to do.
i have off on sun.
but they gg YHL on sat.
sun is the actual day of closing though.
how how?
can i have off on both days?
*dreaming*
i made my decision on something,
which i have been pondering for some time.
i am sure i wont regret my decision.
JudiOng blogged at 11:12 PM
Monday, January 18, 2010
i am here.
judi has finally gotten a new phone.
cos prawnie ask me throw my phone away.
LOL no la.
phone really dying soon.
anyway, gotten an iphone last fri.
cos i think its more stable thn my satio.
its really funny whenever people mistook precious as my son can!!
cos i brought him to acc me get a new phone.
mummy at home doing spring cleaning.
the service crew tell me,
its good to have a baby boy.
thn ask me, how many children do u have?-_-"
i got the "diao kia" face.zzz~
the person say cos he look like me.
thn he's so sweet to me just like her son.
come on JJ is sweet to anyone.LOL
anyway,
precious have been afraid of gg sch lately.
he cries every morning.
his nicey dad has taken 3days off to acc him.
precious told me,
later the door close,
i cannot go home.
i think he's traumatised by the childcare.
esp when he's alone waiting for ppl to fetch him.
i went sf hse on fri.
and i dunno why,
"i" cried.( if u ever understand)
and my whole body ache after everything can!!
sat went to ps after work.
cele boon tee bdae.
went play after that.
its been such a long time since i club.
and i drank a lil.
maybe half a cup only la.
i really enjoyed myself can!
as in with the acc of usual gang.
slept 3 hrs.
go work.
after that dinner.
3rd uncle's treat(zg dad)
u noe i drove to the coffeeshop.
thn i tried parking.
damn scary la.
the lorry so big.
the car beside me is a new car.
i v scared i hit it la.LOL
i parked halfway only.
cos really too close. i scared.=x
i cant afford to compensate the owner.
ok la..
i am tired.
ok bye bye.
oh ya,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOON TEE!=)
is it a good or bad thing that somehow u changed?
or did i see wrongly that u went back on sun?=x
JudiOng blogged at 12:39 AM
Friday, January 15, 2010
i am here.
i am happy thats why i am blogging. =x
shopping with mummy yesterday was fun.
at least, i enjoyed her company.
i can be myself only when with her.
of cos,
with stupid bby too.
i once told a friend of 9 yrs,
that i am myself only with them.
he said something that is quite true,
are u really ur trueself?
yes u are crazy.
but are u letting out all of urself?
as in, u know u still try to stop urself,
at times.
i am not as crazy with them,
as compared when im with bby.LOL( not i say de hor!)
but im thankful too,
at least they stand by me.
i know.
and bby also.
put up with my attitude together with li.
thanks for the tolerance.
i really appreciate it.
ok back to topic.
went to chinatown with mummy.
and i am happy!
cos! i had my watch repair.
and the uncle help me fixed the 2 missing diamonds in my watch,
with a total cost of only $4!
and now the short hand is moving,
and the diamonds are complete.=)
i helped mummy to see her new yr clothes,
and banned her from buying dark shirts.
cos, the thing that come out of our mind(sis and i)
is that daddy will nag. LOL.
believe it or not,
i am especially talkative with her.
how i wish everyday could be like this.(fat hope)
i know, she is getting older.
weaker in some sense.
i really hoped i can spend more time with her,
if i can.
i can sense her loneliness,
ever since xuan left.
what to do? haix.
bought 2 dresses for myself,
and also 3 clothes for daddy.=)
sis came after work.
had dinner together.
its been such a long time since i really sit down,
and chat with them.
i am happy.
cos mummy say,
she can see that im "climbing back to the pier"
but one thing i must really do,
is to curb my temper.
especially at home.
and u noe,
there is always a victim,
which i really feel bad to.
i really do.
i guess i am rather emotional nowadays.
im sick and tired of everything.
but what to do?
thats part and parcels of life.
i just wish to be myself,
i just wish to be a happy lil girl once again.
its time to really sit down,
and start planning for myself.
and i know, i wont regret,
with whatever decisions i made.
cos at least i once tried.
and i have done my best.
ok thats all.
end of updates.
JudiOng blogged at 1:40 PM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
feels like updating,
so here am i.hahah.
it suddenly occur to me,
that life will change drastically for my family.
mummy is not babysitting anymore,
daddy is not working anymore.
wonders how life will be then.
can see how bored mummy is,
but i dont know how to help.
she wanted to get a job,
but i dont bear leh.
maybe im too used to her presence at home.LOL.
having off tml,
feels like bringing precious out,
but dont know where to go.
i wanna change my phone,
and its very soon.=)
cos my phone, ai ya,
dying soon.=(
its time for me to really think about it ,
i guess.
i miss my sisters a lot.
its been some time since i last saw them,
and i miss bby a lot a lot.
our time cant click.=(
cos we mostly worked night shift.
its been some time since i met besties too.
hopefully we can meet up soon can?
i dont know what to update.
so thats all.
i wish to be out of this circle,
can i?
or show me something different pls?
JudiOng blogged at 1:25 AM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
judi is a happy lil girl today.LOL
having off today.
wanted to go shopping.
but bby go jb.
sis went back to work.
mummy fall asleep in the afternoon.
so stayed home for the whole day.=(
daddy came home.
woke up,
and surprisingly,
he asked. wanna drive today?
and it also happens that i need not put p plate anymore.
so i tag along.
to return the gas.
drove a short distance from TEFE to batok sec there.
so that daddy can buy some goods.
after that,daddy brought me to the big carpark.
and i drove again!=)
happy.
n i think i drove smoothly today.LOL
learn reverse on the lorry.
driving lorry can be tedious at times.
cos too long n big.LOL
but one thing is,
stupid gear 5 hates me.
always cant go in.
nvm learning that next wk.
and dad say cny still can borrow car,
from regular cust.
which means, i can learn parking!=)
and if i can conquer the stupid lorry,
think car shouldnt be a prob.=x
go visit tortoise today.!=)
happy happy.
on the route from home to TEFE to temple,
oh no. reminds me a lot of stuffs.
but, its all the past.
cos i seldom pass by anymore.
i am going to look forward. not the past can.
i believe we have a better future LOL!
anyway,
all the best to those taking 'o' result tml.
alright. thats all.=)
its always my own thinking,
that always led me in state of confusion.
ai yo~
JudiOng blogged at 6:41 PM
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
i wanted to blog.
but i dont know what to blog.
ok contradicting.
i have off for 3 days this week.
n i m gg to be so bored.
i dont know since when i became a loner.
=x
a fren asked me out to drink just now.
i said i cant drink.
and she said thats sooo not me.LOL
cos the judi she rmb,
is the one who used to drink with her in the midnight?
thats the real judi.LOL
and she was sooo shocked that i changed.=(
well, i also wished to be myself. but i cant la.=(
talking to her reminds me of the past.
a lot a lot.
all those silly things we have done.
im glad she is back.
i love talking to her.=)
there are a lot of times,
i kept to myself,
and feel suffocated.
but well,
i got a great listener at home.
who only ask me to cry loudly. -_-"
yesterday went shopping with bby.
and i loved it!
i had no idea why i was soooo crazy last night.
and v v talkative.
anyway, i must apologise to li n bby,
for being so gl during the previous meet up.
i am not feeling v good.
so sorry.
anyway,
bby n i went to JB.
and surprisingly,
there are no jam at all!
why ah?
everytime i meet him sure jam can! zzzz~
anyway,
bby n i bought a lot of necessity items back home.
contact lens(for sis) conditioner, shampoo facial pads etc etc.
its kind of cheaper seriously.
didnt buy clothes leh.
maybe no new yr mood yet.
we enjoyed carrying buddha leg at the last min.=x
sis is back from tokyo.
but she didnt saw any blings.
which i had no idea why.
so no blings for me=(
i seriously had no idea what to update.
so thats all
JudiOng blogged at 12:29 AM
Sunday, January 03, 2010
i am here to blog.
HAPPY 2010 everyone.
i believe it will definitely be a better yr,
though i dont really have a good start.
i had no idea why,
been really down nowadays.
everything had been screwed.
my phone is failing me.
daddy shop will be closed by this month,
and he hoped to bring shop's number back home.
rather wierd?
but i understand he need the number to deliver gas.
xuan xuan had left my home.
the last day of 2009.
i knew it,
but still rather shocked.
cos i dunno the exact date.
precious JJ is leaving for childcare soon.=(
my house will be v v v quiet now.
wonder is it good or bad?
i am really v v down.
my beloved guess watch has spoiled.
it happens when i went to replace the batt.
and i guess the person hit it.
and now the "short hand" cant turn.
wtf.
my precious watch.
the one and only watch i loved most.
my phone?
i cant receive or sms ppl.
to certain ppl.
i had no idea why.
ppl complained they did not received my msg.
argh!!!!
anyway,
thanks rae for asking me out.LOL
we went to watch " the 4th kind"
still okok but nt v v nice tt kind.
i sincerely hope.
luck is back to me.
i need good good luck now!!!
i want no more troubles.
i want to be happy.
i am sure i can do it.
i dont know what to blog.
so thats it.
a month more to a yr?
seems long but its short.
so near yet so far?
ok end of randomness
JudiOng blogged at 12:45 AM