About Me
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
alright im back to blog.
work is fine today.
i tried to finish up one big wiring today!
and the feeling is jus so satisfaction!
time passes so slow today.
put up a false front to work today.
i have to act as though nothing happen.
as though its just another day.
but deep down,
the cut is still there.
i chose this path, so i will not regret.
yes.if u see my friendster status,
im back to single again.
all i can say is,
we lost to time.
its really tiring.
im really such a weakling for giving up.
but the fact there when u need someone there for u,
and he's not there, just hurts.
he dont want it that way.
no one want it that way!
but! i decided to let it go.
its no diff being alone.
i will be strong.
and continue my life.
i need time.
to settle and sort my feelings.
trying to get used back to my single life.
thinking back about the past 1 yr,
im really happy.
im contented.
在这一年内，我学会了去爱。谢谢你.
这条路虽然难走,但我会学会坚强的.
i will not look back.
i will always remember this guy,
who once loved me and pamper me so much.
i will move on,
and get back to work.
i need to concentrate on my report right nw.
its the main thing in my mind right now.
nothing to blog, so off i go.
JudiOng blogged at 10:28 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
The reason why i love him alot!!!
this boy here is forever so cheeky!when he reached my doorstep every morning,he never fail to greet me with his smile!when i need to inject my hand to take out blood,he cried! and he's afraid that i will be in pain!i taught him the word "socks", he learnt once and always say it whenever i take my socks out! i taught him the place i put my socks, and next day, he went into my room in the morning, open my drawer and took my socks telling me "socks".when u are angry with him,
he will show u his cheeky smile and makes u melt! how can i dont love him? he's forever playful and cheeky!
alright, enough of him!anyway,
it has been a rather hectic week for me.
and also stressful! :'(
everyone loves to tell us how good the previous batch is!
i know they are good!
but its really stressful if we are imcomparable to them!
bi-monthly report is due on 30 april!
i gotta know onli recently!
and also i didnt know we need to blog weekly!
SHIT!
it seems like there's alot of things undone!!!
I feel so lost!!!
not only in work,
but EVERYTHING!!!
only nessa and mummy know the reason.
i love my charboh!!!
she's always there for me when i need her most!
7.80 has been getting from bad to worse!!!
from the 1st day,
he keep looking at me.
and got once,
he wink at us!!
nessa say he licked his mouth too!!!
yucks!!!!!
he's so freaking disgusting!!!
a disgusting 7.80!!!
and heard from jeff...
that he has a daughter almost of the same age as me can???
has been working 5 and 1/2 days per wk!
and its tiring me out!
ever since i returned home at 930 am last sunday,
i haven have a good sleep!
and i slept 2 plus and woke up at 6 plus on sat!
tt explains y i doze off for like 30mins in jas hse???
and frens will se y i sometimes msg in chi.
cos i got frens hu onli sms in chi!
i guess my chi will improved after this attachment!
not only that,
i speak hokkien to auntie, speak chinese to monkeys,
speak a lil tamil to the indians there!
and tamil " ma ma"= uncle!
"ah tek" = auntie
"paint"= girl
"vanakam"=morning!
"sha tup sha"= eat lunch!
hee!i love to learn!!!
alright,i guess thats all!
nothing much to blog!
as life revolves around me are all attachment!
and other problems of cos!
im lost!
but i nid to find a way out!!!
haix~
oh yes!
going out with auntie and jeff(shuai ge) tml!
hahah.
charboh joining later.
will it be an awkward meeting tml?
cos 1st time going out with them.lolx.
oh ya! the 2 brothers(monkeys) are so cute today!
we mentioned that no car no talk,
and both drove today!
they wanted to drive us out but!hahaha
they shy.
ah kai go back malaysia.
guess he got mang chang yan?
if not actualli going out with him de!
but nvm can do our report also!
and cele song jun bdae after that!
nothing to blog so off i go!!!
JudiOng blogged at 12:49 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
*cough**cough*
-wipe off the dust in my blog-
im really very sorry!
for not updating my blog!
i understand the feeling of opening this blog and,"aiya still not updated"
that kind of feeling.so here i am.
i will try to update once per week!
alright.
im nt sure what to update,
but i will update events that i have photos of.
something like,
from 20-22 of march,
is the praying big day.
not sure what's the exact word.
anyway,
its done up very nicely and so different from last year!
ideas came from uncle ah hai.
so creative.
even got people come and take photos put in website.
me?
im the photographer of the day.
took pictures during "guo ping an qiao"
the concept is really very different.
oh ya.
and i had my choir alumni performance on the 30th of march!
and i had my choir alumni performance on the 30th of march!
all i can say is well done!
im so proud of my choir!
and the population has grown bigger!=)
and i love the song alumni sing.
we sang better than the practises.
we only practise every sunday and we got good results out of it.
oh ya.
and the choir girls were all as narcissistic as me.
and the choir girls were all as narcissistic as me.
upload sme pics cos im lazy.=D
how can we forget to take pictures??
hee.gonna miss them.
hmmm still got what?
daddy birthday!
we go great world city eat!
eat imperial dont know what de rest.
the food is nice and the ambience there is so nice!
the service is rather good too
and i also met up with my besties!
we have our girls talk from 11pm-6am!
7 hrs of talk!
hee.
they are my friends whom i have known since pri 1!
and they are the ones who is always there for me when i need them most!
i know they are just a call away.
and despite the fact that i always cannot make it when they meet up,
im still in their heart.
though they will "kp" me abit la.
but they dont mean it de!
forgot to take pics!
but nevermind!
we are meeting tonight again!
looking forward to the meet up with them later on!
sis is going hk during june!
with cousins!
i cant make it=(
i have attachment.
hope that she will be going business trip during aug so that i can tag along!
hmmm.
not sure what to update u guys le.
feeling rather down nowadays.
rather stressful with work.
afraid that i cant do well and caused trouble to them.
and i had no idea why,
but i just have the feel that i am becoming non-existent in this world.
its no diff with the fact whether there's me or not.-sigh-
its no diff with the fact whether there's me or not.-sigh-
i really wish that this feeling will be gone.
i wish happy judi will be back soon!
nothing to update le
so off i go le ba!
take care!
JudiOng blogged at 8:01 PM