Thursday, August 27, 2009

最近老是神经兮兮，
情绪反反复复。
再将下去，
我快疯了。。。
真是一年比一年遭，
可是，又有谁能体会?
家人都不谅解，何况朋友呢？
他们，只会觉得我蛮不讲理。
这也不是我要的阿！
我要的是一份鼓励，
一份拥抱。
那就足够了。=）

昨晚，
放工后，
到imm meet bestie。
大家都正穿白色，
跟他们在一起，
我总是感到很轻松。
也许因为大家都是傻傻的吧？阿哈哈！
不过说实在的，
真的很感谢他们的陪伴。
虽然大家各忙各的，
但是，
我们并没放弃彼此。。。
因为，
大家都认为，
没人应该放弃对方。
我们的敏仪“升值”啦！
变成幼稚园的校长！
真以她为荣！=）
还记得小时候，
常常说她是我们的校长，
因为，她常常对我们蛮严的！哈哈哈！

明天就是“她”的生日了。
真的只希望她快乐。
知道我们永远等着她回来。
也希望她，
能快快乐乐的过生活。

having serious moodswings once again.
going crazy, suffering from depression soon.
well,
who will understands?
not even my family, or friends.
all will think im being hot tempered.
its getting serious as years goes by.
i need shi fu!=(
all i need now,
is an encouragement, a broad shoulder and a warm warm hug.

met up with besties after work.
having crazy laughters as usual.
did silly stuffs.
maybe cos we are all sillies.=x
and coincidentally, all wore white.
hahah.
always feel relaxed while meeting them.
they are the one,
who never gave up on me.
bring me back when i drifted away.
cos we all believe,
no one should ever give up on each other.
by got "promoted"!
she's now a principal in the childcare!
cool!
congrats!
feel proud of her!
still remember how we teased at her when we were young.
she's our principal.
cos she's always strict at us.

tml...
is "her" birthday.
all of us missed her alot,
yet she chose to avoid,
chose to go missing.
how to contact in this case?
wish to wish her a very happy birthday,
hoping she will be happy always.
and once again,
tml is my fav number of the day!=)









Monday, August 24, 2009

突然好怀念，
上学读书的日子，
当看到朋友们，
读书准备考试时，
不仅怀念毕业之前的日子，
那些不眠不夜，
而咖啡是最好朋友的日子。
那些读到快发疯，
一个月前就闭关修炼的日子。
那些考试之前，
找点到学校和朋友温习的日子。
好怀念考试的时候。哈哈哈
虽然很讨厌读书，
可是回想时，
还是蛮想念的勒！
工作没什么变化，
霞小妹星期三就回来了！
我们的电话费应该会爆吧！
因为要sms谈工作的事情啊！
她好像在那争取很多经验。
不错哦！哈哈哈！
过不久，
好像就是换我们的牛哥去成都了。哈哈哈！
今天，突然有两个part timer 生病不能来。
真糟糕！
终于明白霞小妹的心情了！哈哈哈！
因为！很不容易找人代替勒！
咳~
而且两个都是晚班的！啊~~~~
schedule真的很不容易plan。
尤其是当每天有人零时不能来！！！
霞小妹快快回来啊！哈哈哈！
放工后，
赶到cc。
本来要去师傅家，
不过很不舒服，
便没去了。
不然还想问他，
又发生什么事了。
就这样吧。不懂说什么了。

reminiscing the past,
i suddenly missed my schooling days.
while looking at friends busy preparing their exams,
makes me missed my exams period too.
the time when i missed my sleep,
the time when coffee was my best friend,
the time when i stayed myself out of internet,
the time when i studied for exams before exams starts.
although i hate studying,
but i will still missed the hardworking me.lolx.
xia xiao mei is coming back on wed!
hahah!
i think my bill gonna explode,
cos we must keep in touch via sms.
glad for her that she gained a lot of experience there.
i think not long after,
shall be our "niu ge" turn to go there.
today 's work is rather ok,
just that the 2 pt is sick,
and both are unable to work.
both are night shifts can!
finally understood how sia feel while planning schedule.
its never easy to find a replacement,
especially last min.
and the fact that there are ppl who cant make it to work everyday.
ms prawny! faster come back!hahah!
rushed to cc after work.
wanted to go shi fu's place.
but wasnt feeling well.
gotta ask him what the hell is happening again.
alright. shall end here.

i hope this month will faster end.
if this continues,
i think i will suffer depression soon.
enough of the tortures.
i just want to lead my own life.
thanks to bby once again.
for trying to make me smile.

how i wish i can have a knock in my head,
and lose my memory....





Sunday, August 23, 2009

今天是明德在我们这里做工的最后一天。。
因为他快准备o水准了。
我的第一个香港朋友。哈哈哈.
蛮吓倒的。
因为他说他会想我勒！！
哈哈哈！
因为我像个姐姐的照顾他？
不知道勒！哈哈哈！
人，往往都来得快，
走得也快。
霞小妹曾经说过，
看到他们渐渐的成长，
是一种对我们的成就。
而他们，也会渐渐的离开。
没关系啦！等他考完试。
就回来啦？
星期天还得做工勒！=（
而且哦！我想我能和502 的司机做朋友了。
哈哈哈！
因为他们都懂我在哪里下车，那里做工。
下车时还会提醒我看车。哈哈哈。
因为有几个会走不同路线。
因为他们要上厕所。
yay！
我的internet也终于能用了。
因为，叫人去reset router。
al 带了他超大架的laptop来！
也进不了咯。
放工后变赶着交钱，
赶着回家。
因为阿嫲生日。
哪料到！我不舒服。
超级不舒服。
非常辛苦。
就没去咯。
不过，也谢谢老公。
只有她知道发生什么事。
好啦!
就到这。。。。

today is mingtak's last day of work.
he's going to prepare for his 'o'
my 1st HK friends.
rather shocked when he say he will missed me.
cos he think's im just like a sister who takes care of him.
people comes and goes easily.
sia once said.
looking at them,
are just like seeing them growing up.
trained them with patience,
and now they are good at sales.
its ok,
gonna wait till he ends his 'o'.
sunday still got to work.=(
and i think i can befriend with the drivers driving bus 502.
cos they noe where i alight, and where i work.
cos sometimes they willgo via diff way,
as they need to go toilet.lolx.
i finally can use my internet!
cos al get someone to reset the router.
he brought his ultra big lappie to work.
after work,
rushed to settle money,
and rushed home,
cos gotta go for ah ma's cele.
who knows!!!
im not feeling well.
very very unwelll.
but thanks to bby!
only she knows why and what happen!
alright.
till then.



Saturday, August 22, 2009

judi 好像快生病了。=（
今早起身全身酸痛，
有气没力的。咳~
做工没精神，
很不舒服咯！
这时候最不能生病啦！
不过，谢谢alice帮忙买早餐咯！哈哈哈！
很不好意思，
因为她老是帮我买东西。
就像上次，
从JB回来前，
帮我们买我们喜欢吃的豆沙饼咯！哈哈哈！
当我们越聊越多时，
就会发现，我们性格很像勒！
不要惹我，不然就死定了那种！=x
今天应该会做乖女孩，
尽量早点睡吧？
很不舒服啦！
本来要meet seventh 的，
可是不舒服，
和家人吃饭后就回家了。
家外有个电梯后真的方便多了。
不用走那么远。
其实哦！只有我家和阿嫲家，
两脚落的电梯开始使用罢了咯！
哈哈哈！
霞小妹到中国了！
7点多这样到!
希望一切顺利吧？
明天阿嫲生日！=）
放工后就要赶回家，
在出门咯！
星期天勒！哎哟~
好啦就这样了哦！=）

judi seems like getting sick again.
feeling restless when waking up this morning.
feeling whole body ache.
but cannot get sick at this crucial period.
thank you alice for getting breakfast for me!=)
feeling pai seh la!
cos she always help me buy things,
just like last week,
when she came back from JB,
gotten us our fav tau sha pia!
while we talk to each other more,
we will realised our characters are really alike.
we are those" you are dead if you step on our tails"
that kind.
tonight might be sleeping early,
cos really uncomfortable.
missed the meeting with my seventh.=(
went straight home after dinner.
having a lift outside my house is really very convenient now.
and we are honoured
cos only ah ma and our house 's lift are being tried out.
sia xiao mei is in china now!
reached round 7 plus.
gonna missed my working partner.
tml's ah ma birthday.
gonna rushed home after work.
ok thats all.
nothign to blog

i feel so damn sad now~~
when can you regain your trust to us?
we have waited for you for soooo long.
and now?
is it that weak?
we missed you soooo much.
each of us will dream of you,
missing you,
waiting for dec.
haix~
1 yr? is it possible?
how to get you back?
we missed you....



Thursday, August 20, 2009

霞小妹明天就飞去中国了。
记错了。哈哈哈！
一去就去到五天。
会蛮想她的！！！
哈哈哈！
razali今天也最后一天。=（
闷死了啦！
哈哈哈！
今天做工还好咯！
只是alvin有点爱讲话！
哈哈哈！
我家的电梯终于好了！
可以用了！！！
不用走远远的走廊了！哈哈哈！
今天的我，
特别早回家，
哪里都没去。
连alice都一直提醒我早回家！
晚上去师傅家。
始终还是他最了解我。哈哈哈！
周末得做工。=（
就作到下个拜五才能休息！啊！！！！
好想念朋友们哦！！！
=（
好啦！不懂要写什么了。
星期六要和老公的哥,pooh 去shopping！
啊哈哈哈！
不能说谁！
免得那女人有来看！哈哈哈！
就没惊喜了！

wan sia is leaving for china tml.
i remember the wrong date. oops~
will miss her leh!
miss someone to talk to.
cos she goes for 5 days sia!
didi razali also last day today.=(
no one to talk to me anymore.
today work is still ok,
just that alvin is quite talkative leh!lolx
my lift upgrading is finally done!
got my own lift now!
woohoo~
specially went home early today.
alice reminded me to go home early too.lolx
went shi fu house at night.
as usual, he understand me well.
gotta work this weekends!
work everyday till fri!
=(
missing my friends.
argh!
alright thats all.
no idea what to update.
boring life.
woo hoo! going shopping with pooh on sat!
cant say the person name,
in case the woman comes ar!
meant to be a surprise!lolx

blackie!!
ur husband, my darling got a new GF behind us
lets go kill her!
she flirt with my hubby! lolx



Wednesday, August 19, 2009

霞小妹星期天就要飞去成都了。。。
只剩下我和al两个相依为命。。。
哈阿哈哈！
而她也一定不舍得的我们吧？
哈哈哈！
不知能update什么。。
也许这几天会比较忙点吧？
因为要cover霞小妹的shift，
做工得更谨慎点，
不能出差错咯。
也许会有小小的压力吧？
哈哈哈！
而且哦！
这星期每天做工。
到下星期六才off勒！！！=（
累累累！
因为我要求拜六礼拜off，
如的生日嘛！没办法！
还有什么勒？
弟弟razali明天最后一天实习。。。
就只剩我和些新人了。=（
就这样吧。
生活越来越无聊，
越来越纳闷。

sia xiao mei is leaving for chengdu this sunday,
leaving al and i to support each other.
im sure she super duper miss us too! hahahah.
i dont know what to update anymore.
might be a lil busy this few days,
cos must cover her shift,
though not much changes too.
must be more alert in work,
cannot allowed mistakes can!
remind al al to do his things also.
working everyday till next sat!=(
no choice.
i requested.
cos ru bdae next sat,
so i might be going down after work on fri,
which is like 9pm.
tml is didi's razali last day of internship at work.
gonna missed him.
but well,
people do come and goes easily.
and now im left with all the new pts.
life is getting more boring each day.
thats all.

i dont know what i want anymore.
想念，是一个很痛苦的事。=（

this is my didi at work!=)

the food the DM, wan sia and i bought.
hahahah!
preparing for war.






Tuesday, August 18, 2009

突然好想打华文，
不知为什么？
明天休息，
所以今晚能睡迟一点。
除了今天的晚班，
接下来都作早班！
因为七月嘛！
没办法，我比较敏感。。。
也谢谢霞小妹。
我的“情敌”哈哈哈！
因为她都进她能力帮我放早班咯！
霞小妹突然被叫去中国公干。。。。
星期四就要飞去成都了。
星期天才回来。
会蛮想她的！
她一定是在想，
我就知道!因为我可爱吗！=）
哈哈哈！请不要坎我！
由于她得到中国，
所以我星期天得cover 她的 shift 咯!
不然就没DM了。
没办法！=（
这星期只好作六天咯！
不然我很少做星期天的勒！！！
没关系啦！久久一次！
她也不想的。
今天就是她去中国之前最后一天看到她，
因为我明天off，
而她拜三和四off。
所以，我们就拍些照片咯！=)
星期天是阿嫲生日，
所以应该会放些照片，
就等着吧？=）

tml is my off day,
so i can sleep a lil later today.
other than working night shift today,
will be working morn shift the next consecutive days,
cos...=)
ok la cos of 7th month.
thn sia xiao mei noe i am very sensitive to it,
so she tried to give me more morn shifts.
thanks to her!=)
she is being called up to go chi on thurs,
a very last min decision.
going to chengdu on thurs,
coming back on sun.
which means,
i have to cover her shift,
if not no DM.
bo bian!
gotta work 6 days this week.
argh! i seldom work sundays one!
but its ok,
cos its not what she wanted also.
we took some pics!
cos today is the last day i saw her,
before she flew to china.
cos i off tml and she off on wed and thurs.
sunday is ah ma's bdae.
more photos to be up soon!=)

i believe,
that i am getting my answer really soon!=)

我十四年的好姐妹，
敏仪生日。
其他照片还在她那！













和老公与姐妹出门的日子。。。











和同事的照片。。。







Saturday, August 15, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BINN YI!
my 14 yrs of friend,
one of my besties.
not forgetting ginny and jasmine.
we are always a part of it.
cele by's bdae latr on!
her 21st!
welcome to my adult world!lolx.
and as usual,
im the oldest among them.
28 july still can be older than them!
can u imagine ? lolx.
but they took care of me more than i do,
oops~
i realised most of my friends do so.
esp ru...
though she always claimed that she will be older if im not pre-mature.
LOL!

i just feel like venting something here.
no offence.
i am just f***ing suay today.
simply not my day!=(
feel like crying can!
everything is not going smoothly.
settlement is always a big problem...
and everytime,
coincidently,
when things happen,
i will be there.
how lucky am i....
all i can do is,
remain calm,
be strong,
rectify the problem,
one by one.
and the puzzle machine died on me today!
and i lost sooo much puzzle cust!
=(
好坏不坏，
偏偏我shift的时候就坏。haix~
really feel kind of stressful at that time.
esp the feeling that kyle will come and nag at any time.=x
but its ok ar!
also over le.
bby set me thinking,
am i cut out to do this?
haix~
i dont know!
i just feel stressful at times,
but i learned from experience.
each experience sets me stronger!

thanks to my girls.
sorry for what happen at thai.
i noe ur saw thru me.
i noe ur saw the tears....
i noe....
i am just being a lil emo at that moment!
nevertheless,
thanks for being by my side.
all i need is a hug and everything will be ok.
and also a shoulder,
for me to lean on.
thanks bby,
for coming over,
though purpose not to see me!lolx.
and we took a pic!
cos i bring her around.
and we went to the photography area!
she hasnt been there for long!LOL
to blackie tan and darling,
i will be ur support too!
love ur!=)







Wednesday, August 12, 2009

here to update,
working morn shifts from today till friday.
meeting my girls tml! damn happy can!
photos out...
taken during national day with my colleagues.
once again thnx to al for the treat.
more outings pls~
but sia xiao mei mentioned in her blog?
KTV?
oh my!
i had enough of al + sia's concert at work!
they always torture me!
force me to stand in between of them while they sing!
=p
fri gg sakura with seventh?
yippeee!
cos off on sat and sun!!!
anybody wanna asked me out?
20 of aug is ghost festival.
tell me how to survive thru that month.
but im happy!
cos 19 is day where my promise will end.
though i have to continue this thing,
at least my future plans will not be shifted aside anymore..
and hope that i can get my permission to drink.
1st time i went clubbing drinking coke.=(
nvm, as long as i have fun!
oh yes,
finally my lift upgrading is over soon!
they say can use by this week.
wonder is it true?
if thats the case,
my house outside have our own lift now!=)
by's 21st on 15th aug.
my 14 yrs of friend.
how times flies...
hope dec will come soon,
so that we will reunite once again.
my besties are the one who will never give up on me,
despite having lil time for them.
alright! thats alll for my updates!=)

i am not giving up so soon,
but how long could i wait even more?









us having fun!=)

the reds and the white.

us imitating al's 招牌动作。

the 3 DMS....
全部出动 for national day,
with 3 diff shifts....
judi's 9-4pm, wansia's 2-9pm and al's 4-11pm...