Wednesday, July 29, 2009

this horo is sooo about me!
for leo... =)
sia told me to read this lengthy chi thing.
she tell me its 98% zhun,
so i decided to give it a try,
and its sooo me can!
do read...
狮子座，一个博爱和充满阳光，能量的星座，其实狮子座的人很向往爱情，说白了就是狮子座的人最爱的是自己，他要让自己发光发热，获得别人的爱和崇敬，在这其中，他能够体会到这种来自他人的关爱而感到愉悦，于是，他就爱上了别人。。。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人很不愿意伤害别人，因为他的内心是善良和充满正义感的，他是重视原则的人，但是，如果他做了伤害别人的事情，即便出于面子他没有说什么，但是其实内心里他会真的好自责好内疚的，虽然别人看不到，但是他的确会好难过。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人，无论男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是热情来的很快，冷却的速度也快得>> >>> > 　　惊人。如果他可以对一份感情持续很长的时间，那么恭喜了，说明你真的很强势很有魅力，足以让他对你死心塌地，否则，狮子座这种内在没有安全感又很敏感的动物，很可能从更有魅力和新鲜的事物上找温暖，因为，狮子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观，但是骨子里面的不安感从未消退过，表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲，但并不是很真实。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　同时，狮子座的人也可以很绝情，不可能吃回头草，字典里没有'后悔'或者'回头'这两个词，因为狮子座的人很爱面子，自尊心比什么都重要，一旦放弃了或者决定了，就不可能回过头去改变，狮子座的人也很怕被伤害。宁可错过一份感情，宁可放弃。宁可不要，也不会冒可能会被伤害的危险，因为太不值得，因为狮子座的人太爱自己了。。。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人喜欢热闹，但是也很享受孤独，他可以把这两者之间搞得很平衡，他很喜欢跟>> >>> >>> > 　　朋友一起，疯狂的玩闹，成为一个party的主角，但是回到家里，他立马就可以变得异常安静，不喜欢被打扰，他需要自己的空间来思考，如果不给狮子这个空间，对他步步紧逼，>> >>> > 　　那么他一定会抓狂，变得不可理喻，他还会离开你，因为在狮子的字典里，'自由'和'>> >>> > 　　自我'这两词的比重几乎占据了全部。>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　还有，狮子座的人很喜欢新鲜的，华丽的，有质感的，昂贵的，有品位的东西，他也喜欢>> >>> > 　　朴实，但是却不喜欢无聊和无趣，他害怕一成不变的枯燥，他害怕今天就能预见明天的可>> > 　　能性．>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人有两种不同的倾向，一种是很喜欢天然的东西，不喜欢过多的修饰；另一类是>> >>> > 　　很喜欢奢华另类奇特的事物，更多是狮子座是两者兼有．>> > 　　>> >>> > 　　狮子座的人很宽容，通常不会因为小事而斤斤计较，他们喜欢展现自己与众不同的仁慈心>> >>> >>> > 　　和获得尊重。对于过往的爱人，狮子座的人很少去探讨是谁的功过是非，无论当时对方有>> >>> > 　　多伤害自己，但是过去了就过去了，狮子座的人不会去诅咒或者怨恨，因为他们喜欢向前>> >>> > 　　看。狮子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待着我们！！

think im getting an asthma attack soon! wtf!=x



Tuesday, July 28, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR WISHES!!!!
in regards of sms, msn or facebook!
谢谢你们!
credits goes to my mummy,
cos she bear thru soo much pain.
as all of u know,
im prematured by 3 months.
soooo i have to stay in the hosp for 1 month before discharging.
there was once i almost died too.
sooo, im glad that to be this world!=)

although i got an off today,
i got woken up by the free alarm clock of the construction outside!
sooo noisy that i got a big headache!
hopefully the lift upgrading will end soooon!!!!!
my voice is getting from bad to worse.
think the air at SF is not good! hahahha
everyone is falling sick soon.
-touch wood-

darling worked same shift with me last night.
gracie and xuan toast(darling's fren) came to find us.
popeye closing they still happily sit down and eat can!
buay pai seh! LOL!
but thanks to gracie for coming!
feeling damn guilty!!!
cos i dont meant it to be liek this!=(
and thanks to darling and gracie for offering to acc me today!
thanks to ROBIN and RU also.
cos i told them,
i wanna be alone this yr.
but they WONT LET ME!!!

i actually wanted to be alone today.
there is a part of me dont feel like gg out,
maybe cos pms coming,
making me moodless and irritated.
but due to construction,
there is a part of me makes me wanna get out of my house!
ok! i cant stay alone at home!
and if i stay at home,
i will emo again.
thn darling and gracie will kill me!!
since bby happen to take off today,
i ask her acc me go batok return books for mummy。
i actually wanted ask him smth also,
but seeing him like that ji tao turns me off!
makes me dont feel like asking also.
sooo... he walk his way, i walk mine.=(
maybe i am at fault too.zzz~
bby waiting for me opp.
in the end,
bby and i went watson get my stuffs,
and off we went to jp.
to walk walk and buy my bling bling.
cos i ran out of my bling2.
went home at 5 plus.
thats how i spent my birthday.
eating alone at home.
cos mummy went out. - cries-

planned my breakfast tml!
mee goreng with sausages! -yippee-
i loved to eat sausage!
so whenever there is stock at home,
i will cook with my maggie mee!=)
ok, enough of my rubbish.

mummy and joey is leaving me with the 2 men at home again!
they are going to london this sat!!!!
HELP!!!
housechore goes to me once again.
ARGH!!!
pray hard daddy dont nags!=x

lastly, i wanna thanks....
yao zhong,grace, darling, robin, ru , bby, ai li, binn yi, ginny, li shan, genia, soo hoon, qi li, razali, alice, wan sia, bao lai,ah kun,ah feng, joey sister,JJ,ubai, benjamin, hai ning, angie, baby cousin, wen li, xue le, grace (choir) , angela, aly cousin, diana cousin, jeffrey,jonathan, xin yi, cheryl, noel, jie ning , nizam, hui min, wei fu.
sorry if i missed out any.

wanna thank you all for the wishes. i feel soooo blessed. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!

我讨厌我那口是心非的性格。。。。



Sunday, July 26, 2009

this is a special post to my seventh, my girls , and all my friends.
i really wanna say a big thank you to all of you,
for making my day memorable.
nothing can express my gratitude,
and i dont know how to express myself.
but deep down,
im really touched,
i really appreciate it alot.
i appreciate what you girls have done for me.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!
esp to my girls.
thanks for the video.
and you guessed it.
i cried like hell.
i am really touched.
thank you everyone,
for being there for me when im down.
your presense means a lot to me.
really.
thank you so much once again.
and hope you enjoyed urself too.
oh yes,
seventh and the usual ones,
i really loved my red camera! thanks soooo much.

to someone,
thank you for you wrislet.
you might/ might not be reading this.
i can see, i can feel.
but reason of not voicing it out,
cos i dont want to lose this friendship of ours.
i really cherish you as a friend.
i know you can see, you can feel.
i dont know what will happen in the future,
but thank you for everything you have done for me.

我知道，
逃避是不能解决问题的。。。
我宁愿你坦白，
说出一切，
好过让我自己猜测，
让我无阻。
我讨厌，事情的一切。
对我来说，
坦白很重要。
可是，你有做到吗？
我好无奈。
也猜不透。
我不想一直靠猜测，
因为真的很累。
maybe its time to think of what i want.

这一切，真是一波未平，一波又起。

back.
lack of updates due to work.
have been working morn shift for 2 days,
and night for next consecutive days.
a lil sick right now.=(
and i lost my precious voice again.

anyway,
yesterday was my advance 21st.
mummy forced me to eat egg.
want my life can!
covered my nose, complained while eating that.
im really touched and happy that almost all came.
and esp those who came even when they are sicked.
sorry that i wasnt a good host.
and a BIg THAnK YOU to geni jeff, esp robin.
cos they helped me with the deco.
a big sorry to the 5 who acc me till 3 plus.
sorry that i showed attitude.
but im glad that ur are there for me.
its really enough.
to cover all those disappointment.
yes, im really disappointed.
but well, this has woken me up too.
horo says,
tell them what you really think,
otherwise nothing will change.
but,
what can i say?
so what if i say?
does it help?
do you even care?
even so, i got no courage also.
enough of those empty promises.
it sucks.
i need the strength to overcome all these....
i know i can do it..
anyway,
i really enjoyed myself a lot.
its you people who made me smile.
my mighty ongs, seventh, and alll my friends.
thank you soooo much.
I LOVE YOU ALL!=)
and thanks soooo much for the gifts!
i got a new red camera now!
wooo hoo!=x
alright, pictures shall speak a thousand words.