Wednesday, June 03, 2009

我很累。。。
真的真的很累。
难道我错了吗？
我很难过。。。
真的真的很难过。
谁能理解？

everytime 3-4 days before 1st /15th of the lunar month,
moodswings will hit on me.
and its serious moodswing.
but who knows?
who understands why?
who understands how i feel?
nobody.
i can only rely on myself.
every decision,
can only be made by myself.
no one can helps.
why cant there be decisions that would make everyone happy?
i cant bring myself to let it go....
but i find myself unhappy all the times...
-troubled-

ok....
all above are random.
judi met grace last night.
we went for shopping.
or should i say she?
cos she got 大丰收。。。
she brought an empty bag to jp ,
but came home with a ful full bag.
hahahaha.
oops.
but i seriously enjoyed her company.
sharing with her makes me feel less down.
dont think negatively girl!
we will make it!!!=)
i enjoyed talking to her.lolx.
and those who knows judi,
judi hates reading.
but she bought a book last night.
inspired by sister,
cos the author judi picoult's book is superb!
i loved the way she writes!
and it kills my time on the way to work.
even mummy was shocked!!!
when i told her i bought a story book.
cos i seriously hates reading!
it can only make me sleep!
grace bought a book too.
i heard its not bad.
so i sort of recommend her.
she's going to counsel me soon!lolx

alone in cashier for this whole week.
its boring when there are no customers.
especially today.
poor business.
i almost fell asleep.
but i did some reading while there are no customers.
less bored.=)
alrihgt thats all.
meeting with the usual gang tml!
cos boon tee and chun how gg NS soon!
botak soon!
hee.
poor brother....
is busy working nowadays.
he even went home at 1 plus last night.
how did i know?
cos i got woken up by the door's noise.
he opened my door to take something.
and i need to find a venue soon!
for my 21st!
dunno where is a good choice!
daddy nags....
say near near better...
sianz~
alright thats all...