Wednesday, December 30, 2009

tml is the last day of the year.
after that will be a brand new start.....
decided to blog today cos i doubt i have any time to do so tml.
well, whats there to blog anyway? no idea.=x
my precious voice seems to worsen.
not getting any better.
ever since i gotten high fever.=(
daddy shop will be closing down exactly a month later.
had no idea what will happen next,
seriously.
a shop that seen all of us grown up?
that brought us lots of laughter?
gonna missed YHL alot.
and because of the festive season,
i have been rather busy with work.
that i missed lots of meeting with besties.
jas say will meet me at 2011.LOL
but well,
i know they dont mean it.
they sure missed me a lot like i do. hahahah.
well, you must know,
i dont want it that way too.

2009,
i guessed a lot of things have been happening in this one year.
a lot a lot.
there are a lot of stuffs that i still need to learn.
there are a lot of things i need to adapt.
within this one yr,
i changed a lot.
of cos, with "their" control too.
i cant drink as and when i like,
like i used to.
i cant do this and that,
if not i will get punished.
but well, they still gave me a lot of freedom.
anyway, i am really grateful to sf.
cos i learnt really a lot from him...
there are times,
when i feel like putting down everything.
but because i am soft hearted,
i cant bear to.=(
someone tell me,
my temper have been really bad lately.
and another will say,
now then u know.
well, i really dont mean it though.
and i hate having dispute because of something.
i really really hate that..
there are a lot of things running in my mind right now...
haix~
just hope everything will be over soon.
but well,
i need time.
just give me time. and i will be fine..
and with the pillar support of bby n fam,
im sure i can do it.=)
ok thats all.

so,
whats my resolution for next year?
that is to be a happy lil girl once again.
and also to slim down.
i wanted to study.
but i need approval.=(
i hope everything will goes smoothly next year!!!=)
leave behind my past and walk towards the future!
(thats my belief for years can!)
live my life fruitfully!=)
and i always believe,
i reap what i sow.