About Me
Friday, January 15, 2010
i am here.
i am happy thats why i am blogging. =x
shopping with mummy yesterday was fun.
at least, i enjoyed her company.
i can be myself only when with her.
of cos,
with stupid bby too.
i once told a friend of 9 yrs,
that i am myself only with them.
he said something that is quite true,
are u really ur trueself?
yes u are crazy.
but are u letting out all of urself?
as in, u know u still try to stop urself,
at times.
i am not as crazy with them,
as compared when im with bby.LOL( not i say de hor!)
but im thankful too,
at least they stand by me.
i know.
and bby also.
put up with my attitude together with li.
thanks for the tolerance.
i really appreciate it.
ok back to topic.
went to chinatown with mummy.
and i am happy!
cos! i had my watch repair.
and the uncle help me fixed the 2 missing diamonds in my watch,
with a total cost of only $4!
and now the short hand is moving,
and the diamonds are complete.=)
i helped mummy to see her new yr clothes,
and banned her from buying dark shirts.
cos, the thing that come out of our mind(sis and i)
is that daddy will nag. LOL.
believe it or not,
i am especially talkative with her.
how i wish everyday could be like this.(fat hope)
i know, she is getting older.
weaker in some sense.
i really hoped i can spend more time with her,
if i can.
i can sense her loneliness,
ever since xuan left.
what to do? haix.
bought 2 dresses for myself,
and also 3 clothes for daddy.=)
sis came after work.
had dinner together.
its been such a long time since i really sit down,
and chat with them.
i am happy.
cos mummy say,
she can see that im "climbing back to the pier"
but one thing i must really do,
is to curb my temper.
especially at home.
and u noe,
there is always a victim,
which i really feel bad to.
i really do.
i guess i am rather emotional nowadays.
im sick and tired of everything.
but what to do?
thats part and parcels of life.
i just wish to be myself,
i just wish to be a happy lil girl once again.
its time to really sit down,
and start planning for myself.
and i know, i wont regret,
with whatever decisions i made.
cos at least i once tried.
and i have done my best.
ok thats all.
end of updates.
JudiOng blogged at 1:40 PM