Tuesday, April 20, 2010
OK! IM FINALLY BACK~my life is not as bored than usual anymore..i have yet to find a job though.so what have i been doing?most of my free time will be at sf house.and he will teach me a lot of things.a lil of feng shui also.and calculating names.he really teach me a lot, patiently.and all of my sat will be at his house,together with the seniors.we had our lesson together,in hokkien session.yes, he speaks mostly hokkien.but i reply in chinese.LOLmy seniors are great.they sent me home,watched me from downstair that i reach home safely.yes my lift is transparent.actually have been going this procedures very long le.but lazy to say.LOL.sf help me earn a lil allowance at times.he guides me patiently,helps me when im in trouble.and his wife always cook dinner for us.oh, i seems to be contributing nth.=xi believe what im doing now,will have to go through a tough period before i see results.not many might agree with what im doing,but at least im happier.i learnt new stuffs.at least, although im not working,but im not sponging on my parents either.i try not to go out often.to prolong my savings.hehee.i believe,凡是起头难。请不要用不一样的眼光来看我,因为,我就是我。and nw,baby kaelyn is at my house.as in she will be coming my house daily,with the maid.to get used to new environment.and she is not as difficult as i taught.at least, she allows me to carry her now.she scared of stranger u see.simply love the way she smile.but yesterday was the 1st day,so diff to determine anything.cos she dont sleep!from 4am till 7pm or so?i take care of her while mummy goes work.together with the maid.if nt i cry.skali cant handle how?but still ok la.she goes mum mum mum whn i feeds her pandan cake!LOLas for the things that used to bother me a lot,
i thought i let it go.
but everything i did,
smth happen.
let fate decide.
but i kind of know my decision already.
hope i wont sway anymore.
will be meeting for the last time,
to get back my thing..
i feel so blessed,cos i gt sf and his wife, plus the seniors,i gt my family to stand by me.i got hubby and li.i gt all my frens.so whats more can i ask for? nth. :)
JudiOng blogged at 10:48 PM